Next week it’s wrap day at school. We have one last thing, and then we get all our certifications and stuff. And then we are unleashed upon society. I’ve postponed all decisions about “what to do with my life” until after the course. You know, because I’d scheduled my epiphany at that time. Great, coz that is how epiphanies work.
Until our wrap day we really don’t have anything else that needs to be done in school. I’ve submitted all my assignments and they went flying through. Interestingly enough. So I’ve been left with like all this spare time all of a sudden after 3 months of “when the HELL am I supposed to be able to shower?”
Did the freak out arrive as expected? Yes, of course. I don’t bloody hell know what to do now! As in not a single freakin’ clue! I’m going to do my very best to get a job and some kind of income. Really gotta focus on that, and that will provide a wee bit of a distraction for now. But I can’t deny and hide from the fact that my visa is coming to an end, in about 4 months. It’s creeping ever so slowly closer. And I can’t make up my mind about things. Argh!
Living life like this, they way I have been going about things for the last 1-2 years or whatever… Can be considered, I suppose, bit exciting and stuff. And for sure it is, it rarely get’s boring, that’s obvious. But the down-side is that the extreme lack of stability and certainty does do your head in from time to time. I don’t even know what side of the world I’ll end up in in 4 months. Not a clue. And money is running low, and… blah!
Hopefully I’ll figure something out. Soon. Would be good if that freakin’ epiphany showed up about now, thank you very much!
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